anthem to the first loves

There’s no love like the first.

Even after it’s all over, I still feel your touch your arms wrapped around my waist your smell resonated on my shirt your kiss

your kiss

so soft and tender. Lips full of passion. Blood rushes to my cheeks, I want to live in this moment forever.

Can’t sleep at night. 2 am watching the fan spin

spin

spinning thoughts swirling in a mind storm. I never thought I would lose so much sleep over someone.

And even though it’s over, my mind still falls to your face, your features, memorized from nights under the stars, but I’m not looking at the stars..

There’s just something about you that I can’t let go of. I can’t let go of the way you tilt your head back when you laugh. Or the way you sing your heart out in the car. And I can’t let go of the words you spoke. Those words haunt me. Because I felt it too.

Now here we are.

Maybe one day we’ll stop leaving each other on read. Maybe we’ll talk like real people do. It’s hard right now though, because my feelings for you aren’t gone.

And today, I miss you a little more than I did yesterday.